I had a feeling this was going to happen. It was just to long and Jack being so beautiful Ennis just melted and at first Jack welcomed it and wanted it until, and then panic took over and with fear came insults and more slices to Ennis's heart. I don't know if Ennis ever offered himself to Jack and let him be the initiator and penetrator allowing Jack to be the strong one. I don't know at this point I think only one thing would either bring Jack back to realty or completely send him over the edge. If something were to happen to Ennis, Jack is chipping away at Ennis heart little by little how much more before the pieces left just shatter? Has Jack ever had to think about life without Ennis in it? Jack has built his own prison around himself and although he is telling himself he loves Ennis he is holding himself captive unable to open a door. If he could see what life from here on out would be like with out Ennis in it, maybe that would finally cause a storm break down the walls and allow Jack to reach out and claim what he deserves, the love for Ennis, and Ennis love for him. Thank you and Jodi for an achingly beautiful two chapters, once again wanting to just sit and cry and wishing for a magic wand. Hugs to both Torry
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on 2008-05-16 08:20 pm (UTC)Has Jack ever had to think about life without Ennis in it?
Jack has built his own prison around himself and although he is telling himself he loves Ennis he is holding himself captive unable to open a door. If he could see what life from here on out would be like with out Ennis in it, maybe that would finally cause a storm break down the walls and allow Jack to reach out and claim what he deserves, the love for Ennis, and Ennis love for him.
Thank you and Jodi for an achingly beautiful two chapters, once again wanting to just sit and cry and wishing for a magic wand.
Hugs to both
Torry